Most of what I endure as a victim of malicious stalking (branded as “predictive policing” and “threat monitoring”) hinges on 5 Joseph Goebbels-sized lies.
(1) That I pose a threat to people in a racial or gender context, that I’m somehow a “racist” or “danger to women and children.” Read on for my ridiculous rebuttal.
(2) That I am “mentally ill” and just plain crazy. Like, “voices in my head” crazy. I’m here to just set that straight. There definitely is nothing even remotely close to the symptoms of “schizophrenia” going on in my brain. I almost wish there were, that I could be so “crazy” that I’m checked out from reality and utterly indifferent to the unfortunately very real surveillance issues I bring up on this page. The only “hallucinations” that need addressing, esp as pertains to real human beings like me being singled out in virtually all public spaces by predictive algorithms, are those at this link.
(3) That I’m just plain “aggressive,” which is the very adjective through which my home town, Portland, Oregon, managed to eradicate every conspicuously homeless person from our city center and replace city leadership with Law & Order Republicans.
(4) That I am an “anti-government extremist.” To be clear, I hate the US fed gov. I hate the police. I hate the justice system here. You should too. They’ve destroyed every part of my life maliciously (I simply can no longer attribute this to mere incompetence, it’s pure malice) and continue to attack every part of my life on this and the other 4 false premises. I build things back up only to have them taken down by these institutions time and time again, increasingly by “private” parties that can’t be directly linked, which claim what they do, or source to friendly third parties, somehow promotes a murky “greater good” by protecting all of you. And by “extremist” they’re trying to conjure an image of a sick individual building bombs in his mom’s basement, which is part of their ongoing strategy to discredit, minimize, ridicule, and destroy me, and my warnings about what they’re doing to all of us via the extremely rapid buildout of a runaway Surveillance State, which I also address throughout my page.
(5) That I’m a garden variety criminal, a threat to steal from or vandalize property, kidnap children, deface things, light things on fire (this by the way being a “mental illness” stereotype, that “voices” implore one to do things they have no control or discretion over, which is clearly absurd but apparently not to hysterial Americans who take this utter nonsense very seriously), a terrorist, or a destitute drug addict. Whatever is needed to justify illegal harassment and stalking disguised as deterrence, prevention, and/or legitimate investigations, will perpetually be claimed by both law enforcement and the “private” companies selling “data forensics,” “video analytics,” and more broadly, participatory crowdsourced “community safety.”
This has gotten so out of hand that I’ve been forced out of the USA, and prior to doing so had to do this degrading interview just to fully affirm to any third parties unsure of whether this Fascist BS is credible that my own mother (who agrees with me on nothing) agrees with me.
Every last thing ever said about me by American authorities, esp police and police-friendly psychiatrists - and I mean everything, including “crime reports” - is a Big Lie intentionally recorded officially to preemptively discredit, and more importantly justify sick and evil attacks on me, that they have actively and consistently carried out with ill intent, as retribution. Everything I post about on this page, the video analytics and device tracking industries, and egregious abuses being committed through them, was called “impossible” and at odds with “consensus reality” in 2017 when I began to recount my experience to —- this is very important - cop-referral-dependent psychs whose sole job is to spit me out of their office with a serious diagnosis, regardless of what is actually said in that hour-long session. It’s obvious today as of 2025 that everything I was talking about was the truth. Device and biometric and financial and social media tracking are ubiquitous, and I would add out of freaking control, today. I was said to be “delusional” and, shockingly to me, apparently as of 2025, still am. So my understanding is that most people reading this right now still believe this webpage, and the highly credible information it links to, represents the scattered ramblings of a crazy person, a red flag about me as opposed to what’s going on without regulations or restraint. Holy shit. I’m genuinely concerned for my own future at this point but more importantly for the future of humanity if this is so…
It’s fairly well-known that “mental illness” is a key way by which critics are discredited throughout history. Gaslighting is a form of manipulation and, when done officially by a body of authority, silencing and example-making. It is also important to note that historically “mental illness” is a defense mechanism oft-deployed by the ignorant to substitute for understanding those who were ahead of their time in the era in which they lived. All of this gives way to a great deal of discrimination, ostracization, and fear- and/or hate-based treatment I receive when vulnerable to either clan, particularly when vastly unqualified and untrustworthy (or more often nefariously motivated) strangers are receiving real-time alerts based on no tangible evidence that I purportedly have a “mental illness” or so-called “behavioral health” problem, as when out in public. It’s inexcusable that this is even happening in the year 2025 in fact.
All of these malicious inputs, especially the “crazy guy” stuff, is all fed viciously into video analytics and data forensics cop shell company algorithms to make my life a constant Hell, one real-time-alert stalking campaign at a time. There are a lot of ways in which “smart city” tech gives certain people and certain agencies and certain ideologies outsized influence, power, and most horrifying, unprecedented access to us, and with that the ability to do many things with the information that “smart city” brochures don’t advertise out loud. Nobody on the front lines of the surveillance ecosystem ever gets the bigger picture, that I’m considered crazy for insisting I’m a victim and a locatable target merely defending his right to exist in public and private, and online, spaces - which, and there is a 0% chance I’m wrong - I most certainly am.
Did I explain that properly? Did I capture the abuse cycle, the unbreakable loop? That was my aim. Kind of a Catch-22. Facts - I’m a marathoner, a business owner, a teacher, a coach … all of this seems to somehow get overlooked by these “smart” algorithms which only acknowledge and respect the esteemed opinions of cops, security guards, “anonymous reporters,” and authoritarian assistant managers at grocery stores and casinos whose only hobby outside of work is filing trespass notices against “the homeless and mentally ill.” Sounds like justice to me! And, that’s a key term, once you’re officially “mentally ill” you are also “homeless” to these guys, there’s no distinction between the two statuses within these bureaucracies and in the alternate reality that cops, vets, security guards, and Rene Gonzalez inhabit. I am essentially the lowest of the low once fed into and vomited back out of these algorithms and into these people’s real-time alert apps. It’s an unwinnable situation.
What they’re really trying to say by applying punitive algorithmic pressure to me is “you criticize and dig into our dealings, esp those of law enforcement (all levels) and might embarrass us and damage our credibility.” So they strike back by discrediting and attacking the critic, often via pressure applied by very friendly third parties, many listed as the Most Abusive page. “Insane,” “radical,” “aggressive,” “terrorist,” “suspicious,” “odd / out of place,” “racist,” “conspiracy theorist,” “criminal,” “unpredictable,” “violent,” all the usual American propagandist bullshit. False allegations, trespassing notices, contrived altercations, false missing person alerts, etc. Divide-and-conquer shit. Ostracization. Monster-making. Bad-Jacketing. Joe Leineweber the Superpredator. This page is neutralized by being officially labeled my “manifesto.” All the predictable tools contained within the Soft Fascism Swiss Army Knife will be perpetually deployed against me until the day American law enforcement (as carried out by increasingly friendly “private” third parties) finally kill me.
What American cops and private cop-friendly “algorithmic risk identifiers” want you to believe is that I’m the next iteration of The MAGA Bomber, of Kaczynski, of the El Paso shooter, that I spend my days plotting against Americans when in fact 100% of my time, my energy, my thoughts, are obsessively consumed by my “plot” to ESCAPE from Americans, who are by and large actually crazy, to get out before it’s too late for me. Police and these private brokers have a very strong vested and ideological interest in continuing to frame me as a “threat” and to pathologize everything I say. They are guilty, guilty, guilty, of the rampant, systematic, intentional abuse of all of the tools outlined at the My Objective page, over an extended period of time, for the sole purpose of extrajudicial punishment, and that’s just the fact of the matter. They’ll do anything in their power to ensure I’m never released from “threat” status, and the many, many consequences that follow, for as long as I live.
Putting your trust in these companies, their customers, and the claims they have made about me, is like believing anything Portland mayoral hopeful Rene Gonzalez has ever said (side note - while this guy technically had a car lit on fire, I am 100% certain he literally planned and coordinated this in order to build a “radical anarchist”profile, replete with a supporting anecdote, to weaponize against those who profile like me).
If you’ve ever been on the outs with America’s powerful establishment, you probably understand how hard this is. Everybody, and I mean everybody, does America’s bidding. Nobody has more power and will to exert transnational repression than the USA, especially when every video feed and cell phone and satellite and web activity is sending your whereabouts to servers they own no matter whose jurisdictional boundaries you’re inside of. Morever, the USA is so vital to every other country’s economy that everyone else simply follow their orders, abides by their rules, tolerates their horrid transgressions and disrespect, and generally acts as America’s subservient little bitch. And their brand is so strong that there is never any shortage of pro-America “opposition” within the borders of any country I seek refuge in (Yes, even and in some ways especially Cuba, my most recent and telling test of this).
Note that all three of these things are standardless, slippery slope adjectives that bypass courts, due process, burdens of proof, rely on anecdotal reports, etc. All of these themes have been pushed by law enforcement “insiders” in the communities I reside in.
Anyone who believes and acts on these official lies is a complete fool. Which means “most of you who I have ever directed to this page.”
I have only ever been a critic of the surveillance under which I uniquely suffer, and that’s all there is to it. No amount of rumor-spreading, malicious police calls, anecdotal prejudiced suburban bullshit, official reports, official diagnoses, change that truth. I’ve simply done what I’ve had to do under heinously messed up circumstances, and I’ve been harshly punished for it, and still am everyday I step outside thanks to literally everyone pretending I’m not dead center of the bullseye for the 2020’s hallmark “revolution,” the real-time stalking era. You can see it everywhere, the vigilantism in cities is out of control, not the crime. The ratios of ridiculous security guards to actual citizens in cities is out of control. This whole circus is out of control, particularly in the realm of “surveillance as a public safety benefit,” and I’m just a captive unwilling animal stuck in it.
What nobody ever does is take a retroactive look at my accusers, to see how utterly completely connected they are, either by personal and professional association, or ideology and values. These are the people who really do sit around watching other people, they’re like professional haters, and they have a huge advantage over me via their access to their networks, preferential treatment by police and government, and more importantly, access to technology - the tracking of car, movements (even on my own property), phones, laptops, routers, biometrics, even non-physical movements like money transfers - that is already used to stalk me or justify a rationale for stalking me (branded as “protecting” themselves, their employees, etc). They have total control over all things - my movements, my narrative, my reputation. My abusers totally own the narrative by which I’m the threat when I’m so clearly and overwhelmingly the target in this dynamic. They have normalized a lens through which I’m viewed as sub-human, akin to a pest whose extermination is valid, just, and necessary.
My interactions with “justice” have pretty much all been on this level.
https://www.huffpost.com/entry/nancy-mace-accosted-us-capitol_n_675965a1e4b04fd5c3669c61
But for me it’s usually not a handshake, merely a statement - “It seems every time I carry a locatable device on me I encounter white trash vigilantes like you pulled over just watching my …” and before the “sh” on “trash” has even escaped my lips I (very often) have found myself the subject of a criminal complaint to a 911 operator about an “aggressive” man "on drugs” who is “yelling” (and this is not always but more often than not all while the caller is yelling, or in some other form supplying some form of pressure or intimidation like “the cops are coming and I’m going to have you arrested / sued / trespassed” and I’m not yelling or threatening anything at all).
So in essence, as is my reputation, I am in fact racist. “White trash” is apparently a race-based slur. I also, unfortunately, happen to be of Swiss, German, Irish, and English descent. I’m WHITE AS FUCK (there’s that sliver of Native American I learned I had when I was desperately trying to get into a UC school in the 1990’s but apparently … not nearly enough, according to all who assess me for any reason I am 100% whizzite). And I have a criminal record, a mental health record, I drink Busch Lite tall cans for dinner, I haven’t held down a proper job in nearly a decade, I’m quite sure many would call me “white trash,” and in fact I’m quite sure the only reason the white trash vigilantes hunting me down in the first place are calling 911 is due to the fact that they believe themselves to be of a superior status, that I am just that - white trash -and they are not. That I’m a Nobody who can’t fight back against their abuse.
Mind you, I’m also not running for office and have no plans to. I am not head of a non-profit and have no plans to be. At no point, since I got out of the public education business 15 years ago, did I ever say “I vow to always be politically correct.” I understand I could choose other words to convey a point. I don’t care. I believe I spent years and years taking the so-called High Road and I got punked even worse by these people, who see that as passivity and sign of weakness to be attacked. Perhaps we don’t all agree that “White Trash” is the best word choice, but perhaps we haven’t all been in a situation where you come to realize this is the one term that actually hits these losers where it hurts because well … I mean … it’s literally what and who they are. These are loser motherfuckers who follow other motherfuckers around so they can eliminate them by way of aggressive cop-calling on false pretenses. If you have a better term, I’m all ears, I’d love to know how I could describe them more accurately without sacrificing the strength of my own convictions and degrading myself in the process.
There is a massive, massive difference between Real Crazy and Systemically Oppressed Crazy, with me representing the latter. In fact, I would argue that an unbelievably high percentage of Americans, relative to citizens of other countries, determined by some authority to be “mentally ill” are not even close to meeting any objective criteria for such a condition in a normal country. The institutions of mental health, specifically as pertains to such malleable and convenient diagnoses as “delusions,” are more often a weapon of authorities which discredit, marginalize, and sometimes even attempt to confine dissenters and threats to various establishments or people.
Moreover, the constant crimes committed against me by bigots armed with digital tracking devices - stalking, harassment, intimidation, theft of biometric and personal and real-time location information, of communications and financial and travel data, etc - are far, far more serious than the petty crap they purport to be preventing "(i.e. “organized shoplifting”) or the outright sensational lies they push to make what they’re doing seem less bad if not outright necessary (the prevention of kidnapping and human trafficking, I have heard lately, repeatedly - like, um, wow, as I’ve said, bigotry is like a liquid, it will find any crack it can and keep flowing to the lowest point).
Once the “crazy” tag is adhered officially, as with The Scarlet Letter, the rest snowballs from there. This is explained very well by Ashley Peterson on my “Required Reading” list. Nothing empowers stupid people to act with more malice than the “crazy person.” It’s the one person in their community who makes them feel less inadequate about themselves. The same applies to the exceedingly Self-Righteous among you. Nothing makes you feel more sure of your God-Given Goodness than doing very bad things to stop The Bad Guy.
All of this is predicated on basically one massive lie, officialized by a very corrupt American police institution, a single non-incident that lasted maybe 10 seconds which has paved the way for so many more similar transgressions against me under the absurd presumption that I, the scapegoat, the whipping boy, the falsely accused, am in fact to this day the “threat,” when any basic understanding of what’s really going on immediately reveals me to be the target.
Put simply, I was accused of a “hate crime” in 2017 by a horrible shameless liar who I know was already discriminating against me and already targeting my device / vehicle, along with many other Neighborhood Watch or in this person’s case Business Watch group members who showed a remarkable propensity for being exceptionally (a) “Law and Order”-oriented people and (b) unusually in love with God, Jesus, Christ, Patriotism, etc …. the opposite of the kinds of people I would ever choose to hang out with in my real life, let’s just say. I felt then that there was just a gap in comprehension by the courts, that it was misunderstood how malicious tracking technologies allowed what happened to happen. I now see that that was by design, that much of this “crowdsourced” surveillance to God’s Army is in fact driven by the justice system and the police, institutions chock-full of slimy slippery little liars and backstabbing bureaucrats and sycophants. There is in fact massive societal pressure and even free will to suppress the reality of the surveillance paradigm, and to punish me indefinitely for supplying friction against its inevitable conquest. The verdict rendered against me was not justice, but rather the confirmation of my neutralization, that the actual threat I pose had been removed by way of discrediting permanently, and harshly making an example of, its messenger.
I was told to not go to trial and I think my lawyer was a piece of shit for this. He strongly encouraged me to plead “mental health” which I strongly, strongly regret. The devilish detail was that I was to admit to being “delusional,” which was the pre-planned finding of a court-friendly “expert.” The real aim, I obviously know now, wasn’t to present me a “deal” - this was no deal at all - but to discredit any and everything I might say in court about surveillance tech and, specifically, that my car and cell phone were already located and tracked by malicious actors with existing ties to police. In fact, this dynamic carries on to this day, in real-time, and the discreditor now is the official reason I need to be surveiled. It’s not a matter of whether or not I am under targeted community surveillance, in other words - I am - it’s that it’s necessary because of my heinously dangerous behavior. Ha. I have learned that in order to destroy a life under the Predictive Policing surveillance paragidm, all you need to do is drum up a single instance of police contact, for any reason, and write the most viciously defamatory report possible. The key to this lies inside the quotation marks. Whatever is the most unbelievably over-the-top thing you can fit in there, do it. There are no consequences for either the reporting officer or the attacker-disguised-as-the-victim. And if any charges can be filed, crocodile tears are very helpful in a court setting. Play to existing trends and known sympathies of your jury. This is an easy one in Portland, Oregon.
Many things stood out to me while I was awaiting my kangaroo trial.
(1) Race roles were reversed - my “white friends” in jail turned on me when they got hold of the newspaper with the allegations (literal quote from the Head White Dude (incarcerated environments are very clearly racially segregated, by the way): “I myself am a separatist, but my sister has a half-Mexican kid, and so that’s fucked up!” haha), whereas my Mexican workout buddies (I was in all-out marathon mode at the time, so I settled for burpees with these dudes so as not to lose too much fitness) were very skeptical and thus supportive of me. Good thing I’m such a fitness junkie, I guess? I had “money in the bank” with these dudes unwittingly from all the workout sessions, I honestly didn’t even know I was accused of a “hate crime” until a week in, so I was as surprised as everyone else that I was suddenly a racist according to the DA and The Oregonian …. The thing that makes fellow convicts healthily skeptical is experience. They too have been through this: “I may be guilty of charge X, but I’m not guilty of crazy ass charges Y and Z.” Guilty people lie to get out of things, but especially in America, accusers lie for personal and/or financial gain. The system heavily incentivizes this, unequivocally favors women over men, and supplies both monetary and self-esteem boosts to “victims” (victims get TONS of positive attention and special treatment, this cannot be underestimated) … People who’ve dealt with the system via custody, divorce, or various DHS “abuse/neglect” allegations of “anonymous” complaints know this too.
(2) All literature available to me in jail had a Christian theme. You might see I recommended “Tattoos on the Heart” in my required reading. That was my go-to jail book. But it’s not lost on me why it was made available to me versus other possible options.
(3) Push-back in the Injustice System is punished. Don’t insist on your innocence. Grovel! In hindsight the better tactic might have been to go with the flow of their lies. I always felt it would have been better PR to be like “oh my God you’re SO RIGHT, I am so racist, I mean —- I was racist, then I saw this court-referred shrink for 6 months, and s/he changed me,” and then put out a bunch of feel-good self-aggrandizing Youtube videos of me and a Mexican lady holding hands and high-fiving at one of these marathon Finish Lines while dedicating an oversized publicly photographed $500 check to the betterment of immigrants to America. But I never did, never could, never will, because unlike my accusers, unlike the police, unlike the justice system, unlike my local Neighborhood Watch cults, I don’t tell lies and I don’t live lies.
(4) I learned who my real friends are. Apparently nobody, literally no one. I think 2 people reached out to me in total. Even that felt like a token courtesy. I’ve not seen or heard from several of my then-”friends” ever since. Just gone. Didn’t want to vouch for me, either because I was a “friend” due to some utility I supplied and not for any legitimate reason, because I was seen as too risky to be associated with, or because the hype was considered credible. Also, nothing ever heard or said from past friends, those who I felt could have easily come out of the woodwork to establish that I am a credibly “not racist” person. Or maybe they’re afraid of “social credit scoring” ramifications.
I am often reminded of the old comical cliche, the Old White Guy who is a running joke in cinema, at the country club indignantly claiming “But I have Black friends!” I suddenly empathize with Old White Country Club Guy. Like, how do you prove “not racist?” What an absurdity. And what if you thought you had friends who aren’t your friends at all? I had people in my past I expected to immediately stick up for me, and yet in my present (and that continues to this day) I learned that in fact I had nobody. It’s a very powerless and frustrating position to be in. Absurd really. So unlike White Country Club Guy, I can’t even play the “friends” card because apparently all of my “friends” were false and I continue to be confused as to why they pretended to be friends in the first place. Maybe they were rooting for this outcome? Maybe this is seen as deserved (and if it is, what exactly did I do?).
I feel nobody ever really understood the facts of the case, which were simply - they dropped all charges tied to “hate crimes” when they quickly realized this was a complete fabrication. All I was ever convicted of was kicking a car once, saying “get the f** away from me b**” which apparently constituted “menacing” (highly, highly, highly suspect), and the rest was quietly dropped because in 2017 (and the same would happen today in 2024) it was bad politics for a “Liberal” Multnomah County DA to admit they were flat-out wrong, let alone do the actual right thing and go after the false accuser as hard as she and they went after me.
I became a felon, for - brace yourself - putting a single dent in a car with my foot - that’s it! Virtually no difference in society between this, and attempted murder, or rape, or a vicious assault, because the state statute calls “Criminal Mischief” a full-blown felony if it can be argued $1K of damage was done. I say this a lot to people who continue to discriminate against me harshly based on this - don’t think it can’t happen to you, and if it does, I hope the fallout is just as bad as it was for me.
As to “hate crimes,” consider that while I sat there awaiting my fate, the following occurred as presented to me via “the news” in my daily 3 hours out of my cage:
(1) Uncle Reo, uncle of Snoop and father of WWE star Sasha Banks, had Uncle Reo’s Ribs burned to the ground the very weekend he was out of town. I pretty know a real hate crime when I see one. I know the kinds of people who aggressively followed me in my car when I went into that restaurant to get takeout.
(2) Jeremy Christian murdered two dudes trying to stop actual real racial harassment by slashing their throats with a knife and showed no remorse. He had a very easy to spot history of red flags that I did not have and still do not have, unless you ask the police who are favoritists of Christian’s ideology.
There are other things that really hurt me through this process, namely the utter lack of support from my family, despite their portraying themselves as The Only Support I’ve Got. They’re the opposite of that. I had previously written a very, very, very long-winded tit-for-tat account of who I felt screwed me over, I wrote it 12-15 beers deep, and then I re-read it … and realized it clearly makes my “mental illness” look real. So I’ll just replace the 25+ clearly emotionally (and alcohol) driven paragraphs I had written with this: there were many people who call themselves “family” who do not act as if they are family; there had been people I felt were friends who did not act as though they were friends. My crucifixion has been a great test of character not only for me, but especially for many of you.
So that’s that. Cliff’s Notes: Joe was falsely accused of bullshit, Joe copped a plea under duress, Joe was already being tagged, flagged, and hunted by the very same entities doing the same to him today in 2025 as in 2015, it was all done via real-time tracking tech of devices, cars, and biometrics from Day 1, and there is a massive amount of evidence now very widely available to suggest Joe was in fact 100% right about what was being done to him.
I was treated as if it were the year 1000 BC and I were the first Round Earther by all parties involved for saying so, especially the guilty, and there are two white male psychiatrists who depend heavily on cop referrals for their livelihoods - Todd Karakashian and Chris Siegner - who have officially recorded any and everything I said to this effect as a serious disease of the mind.
Just want to take a brief detour and really shout out Mr. Siegner here. He was the Harney County fake doctor of a fake discipline based on fake science I had to talk to due to approximately a new 911 call placed on me by the townspeople every 3 hours or so. It was abundantly clear that town politics were afoot and they were extremely nasty. You move to a 98.5% Trump Zone literally the year of the George Floyd protests like “Hi! I’m from Portland! I plan to bring a kookie boutique bike rental business to town and adopt 10 pit bulls and I have a Felony conviction and a mental health record and if you need anything, simply follow the sound of whatever Dead Prez song you hear in the distance and that’s my house” (they find all this out eerily quickly, you don’t advertise any of this via your “new neighbor” interactions).
On one of these awesome calls an exasperated Joe says “these people are so paranoid and ignorant dude, they treat me like a fucking terrorist!” He lowered his tone and became serious: “Are you a terrorist, Joe?” The obvious reply being something like, “Jesus fucking Christ Chris!” Then … “Politically, I seem to be one, that is what I’m saying … via the obviously prejudiced and highly motivated filter of your shittty little townspeople and their aggressive politics, I am a “terrorist.” Do I believe I’m a terrorist? What a stupid ass motherfucking question.”
Why did you move there in the first place Joe? you may wonder. Because at the time I didn’t understand that my oppression was not limited to jurisdiction, that “interagency cross-collaboration” and insane amounts of weaponizable tracking weapons such as listed at this “Resources” or “Objective” page render physically moving an absolute fool’s errand (all the physical and financial and medical and insurance, etc changes that come with moving actually make it literally the worst thing I can possibly do if you understand the massive number of things that trigger “threat alerts” on me by your trusted “smart” public safety brands / bureaus.
Chris’s official report which I imagine has seriously influenced my algorithmic discrimination read: “Joe said he believes he is a political terrorist,” and I felt this was in service of the town’s agenda obviously so that these stupid baboons could get away with even more of what they were already doing, acting vengefully and breaking a multitude of laws against their idealized “Woke” Portland Folk Devil, Joe, who had been their target from the moment that cellular device pinged the nearest tower.
Digressing further, these guys had a sort of volunteer militia that would go to “nearby” (2.5 hours is literally the closest you can get to a grocery store out there) Winnemucca whenever “antifa” was sighted and called in by the locals. Winnemucca is off I-80 I believe and as such, plenty “stretch the legs and grab a bite” traffic from tourists en route to hopefully anywhere-but-Winnemucca. I picked up relatively quickly that “antifa” basically meant a tour bus of people who look foreign or more more melanated than the locals had opted to stay the night or enjoy some ribeye and slots at the casino - and they’d literally all get in their trucks and like, go … follow these people around for the night. Awesome, awesome people down there, I can’t stress it enough.
Joe still believes if he were to explain to family, friends, and cop-referred psychs that the sky is blue, that they would inform him that it is in fact maroon and he is delusional. Or if he were still in Harney County, that he may be plotting an attack against the sun to overthrow America. There is a sort of typecasting that kicks into gear post-diagnosis and I’ve been shocked at how powerful it is and/or how stupid people I once thought were smart are.
Why did you move there in the first place Joe? you may wonder. Because at the time I didn’t understand that my oppression was not limited to jurisdiction, that “interagency cross-collaboration,” and insane amounts of weaponizable tracking tools such as listed at this “Resources” or “Objective” page render physically moving anywhere an absolute fool’s errand (all the physical and financial and medical and insurance, etc changes that come with moving actually make it literally the worst thing I can possibly do if you understand the massive number of things that trigger “threat alerts” on me by your trusted “smart” public safety brands / bureaus). Also I saw the ratio of people to overall acres as favorable. I was going to just mind my business and nobody would even know I was there. Again, not how it works when you’re constantly real-time located and ID’d as a potential '“threat” already to a very isolated and frustrated population that already has a very concerning “consensus reality” which by the way is how “mental illness” is judged - in other words if I understand the “science” of psychiatry correctly, if you deviate too far from the Harney Consensus, one where it is “known” to many locals that the Chinese are about to invade America from the Canadian Border, that any tour bus full of people from Asia are “antifa,” that Portlanders and Californians and various other outsiders are responsible for why I have to pick glass shards out of Brody’s paws after every walk (next to the shells that shot the bottles to bits which seem like the preferred diversion of locals) because there’s so much litter all over the local trails, then you fit the definition of “crazy” through norm-referencing as it puts you totally at odds with “consensus reality.” Sadly most of the content I post on this site still does that in many of your opinions.
If that makes me crazy, so be it. At least now you know that is just one side of a story. I have deleted a lot of content here but might bring some of it back. I think it’s important to name names in a scenario such as mine, but realize that the manner in which I did so was 10-20 beers deep, and that by being too personal and emotional it actually buttresses the case against my sanity. Anyone who has ever been gaslit knows this trap, the more emotionally attached you get to your gaslighting the more crazy you appear, the more you’ve been victimized the more crazy you appear because you kind of lash out, so for now let’s just hit “delete” but it’s also with regret that the false accusers kind of get a pass … ultimately they are all just little pawns on the board, if we don’t destroy the surveillance complex there will always be another Clint Shamblin the Charlatan, there will always be another Crazy Hyper-Authoritarian “Oo Ra!” Jake from Fields, Oregon, there will always be another Jussie Smollett I mean Concepcion Salazar ahem, these losers are just petty little foot soldiers for a far more deleterious regime which the Surveillance Industrial Complex heavily empowers, and more importantly encourages to target me by way of real-time alerts the likes of which I thought several courts had ruled long ago were completely illegal. Clearly not or perhaps not enforced, as the only thing heavily enforced is my very official and very intense pathologization during an era specifically noted for the global explosion of highly controversial geolocation tracking services, such that calling a guy making the specific claims I’ve stuck to and always will be “delusional” would seem to be a classic case of Political Abuse of Psychiatry.
As to my apparently very supportive family, what a joke. They have never even visited this very website, adamantly refuse to do so, and have arbitrarily clung, perhaps due to some combination of stubborn pride but also sheer stupidity and ignorance, to the “facts” that biometric tracking is not real, device and vehicle tracking is not real, predictive policing is not real, and that there is no way I am in the crosshairs of all this on the heels of pleading out to a many-strings-attached “mental health” plea, paired with scores of high-ranking “OSINT” courtesy of local media portraying me as a “bias crime” risk, something I never was at any risk to do, never did do, and am at no future tense risk to do. This is all coming as local politicians and propagandists push to normalize my involuntary confinement under the ludicrous pretense that … get this … I’m a threat to kill my mother … I believe we - my mother and I, with whom I have a very complicated and polarized relationship let’s say - watched this particular one together and I was like “this is why YOU need to get out there and distance me from this reputation.” She instead doubles down, actually believing that surveillance abuse, the brand which has decimated my life, is to this day 100% a concoction of my Crazy Brain. She doesn’t take seriously that I’m as of 2025 this local political pawn / punching bag, a guy who profiles as the very target of this shockingly regressive involuntary confinement initiative, and that she implicitly enables my own persecution by way of not echoing and advancing my own activism as publicly as I have had to. In fact, I’m somewhat certain these “family” members of mine perhaps would rather see me locked down in a hospital than out running 70 miles a week and selling my ass off for my own company I built despite these oppressive forces. Regardless, I regret wasting a decade of life begging for their advocacy and instead getting the very pathologization that enabled police to derail my entire life due ot fabricating a sensationally amplified and utterly false “threat score” which in no way reflects the reality of who I am and - my favorite bullshit cop term - “what I’m capable of.”
At the end of the day, I think my webpage is very poorly written and as disorganized as my house, my car, my company’s inventory systems, haha etc, but I think it’s extremely important that my account of the surveillance industrial complex, a rare and unabashedly honest account of what it looks like from the bottom up, get some traction. I think most people see me as crazy today but that that demarcation isn’t really relevant in the scheme of things, it’s a mistake to judge my questions of surveillance abuse as irrelevant by way of judging me, the messenger, crazy due to not being media-friendly, sympathetic to those in power, or just raw or inconcise in how I present the issue. Maybe that’s the point! I’m a target, not an expert, most of us don’t have the means to expertly articulate what’s going on which is … well … exactly why we’re targeted in the first place, a confident bet that we can’t sell our legitimate victimhood narrative to the masses.
In my life, I’m stalked everywhere by populist poorly educated Right Wing trolls, losers, and haters who populate various bureaucracies, neighborhoods, and sadly are very prevalent on “Main Street,” a place I once wrongly thought I was a part of and belonged on as the founder of Toketee - alas, all an illusion, like the lies that define me in predictive policing apps, like the home I inhabit in SW Portland but can’t leave for more than 25 yards in any given direction without triggtering a vigilante “prevention/ deterrence” summoning / stalking process … I don’t belong because the majority says I don’t belong, even after I’ve more than proven that I do and many of them never have, and never will. My abuses come in cycles, which are very distinct, and whose triggers are obvious - the very means by which hundreds of “analytics” companies brag about tracking and targeting “suspects” via real-time alerts: financial changes, healthcare changes, movements through retail districts and big box stores armed to the teeth with an AI-enhanced camera per square yard, near “critical infrastructure” such as bridges, on- / off-ramps, whilst money transfers are in motion, when accessing crypto accounts, after scanning passports and license via air and hotel check-ins, I mean …. shit is obvious, and it’s obvious if you read up on my other pages, that my “paranoid delusions” sync up mighty perfectly with the very structure and model of the services which sell human tracking tech to cops and their Right Wing total fucking idiot bigot snitch friends. As I understand it, I’m crazy because I claim I’m being stalked by cop and narc networks, and yet cop and narc networks stalk me because I’m crazy, the stereotype being that I’m unpredictably prone to violence. That is a classic Catch-22. But the sad fact is that I have amassed plenty of real evidence to support my side and yet there has been not one iota of movement in regard to the removal of my face, vehicle, device IDs, etc, from the very lists which harass and hunt me for sport under the comically fallacious cover of prevention crime, violence, theft, terrorism, trafficking, terrorism, and whatever-the-fuck-else the Fascist Catch-All “euphemism for activist” list entails.
The issue remains regardless of what happens to me, and it remains a threat to human rights everywhere if we continue to believe the value of “footfall analysis” and “traffic management” and “energy savings” (good thing your “smart street lights” turn off for 18 seconds at a time while the servers all the data is stored on drain the Earth’s diminishing resources) is (a) real and (b) the primary reason you’re being sold the Smart Cities which are presently exterminating some of us.