This dude just kills me (actually he almost did once!). But he’s par for the course in my hood. He’s everything that is wrong with the suburbs. I’ve been David’s neighbor for 5 years. In the early years when he wasn’t home there was a regular carousel of random trucks that would generally pull up and just … sit in front of it … representing a virtual “who’s who” list of my “Most Abusive” page’s logos and entities. After a while it seemed clear they were arriving whenever I was near the property. It sure felt as if there was some paranoia on David’s part about potential crimes I might commit. Then there was the time I took my usual drive to the Leif Erickson Trailhead 25 miles from my house on NW Germantown Road, and David pulled in 3 minute behind me.

At one point I expressed some form of irritation with these patterns to David, and it led to great defensiveness from David. It went just like all the other pissing matches on this page, more or less like the Old Town parking garage thing, with me probably engaging in some form of name-calling, etc etc.

David got really mad and said “why don’t I go inside and get my shotgun?” and slammed the door behind him.

It was at this point that David seemed to lean really hard into the narrative trope about me “yelling at people,” “yelling at him,” and “yelling at his guests” whenever I would ever attempt to ask any question or suggest any form of discrimination whatsoever.

I felt that there was and is something about me that makes David feel personally insecure, and that’s his way of keeping me down, and also deflecting from the real story - David (who really does own like tons of guns) threatened to murder me!

David is a father of one daughter and seems excessively protective of her. Something I just started to realize this summer was that, when I moved in, she was maybe 12. A “minor” but still not exactly a “kid.” Today she is off to college, not a kid at all, a legal grown-up! And …. to this day, literally every single time this girl gets in or out of a car, and I’m on my property … David physically escorts her to and from said vehicle. To protect against arbitrary questionable claims of “yelling” … not “police academy flunkie who worships weapons” (actually David’s profile and actually the profile of so many mass shooters and/or Jared Kohberger who btw looks like David).

I think this is really unacceptable. There has finally been some coverage on overparenting and this thing where helicoptering goes into overdrive. As well as “Karen” syndrome. David prides himself on “I never will call the cops on you” but he has other methods, you can see, to kind of be controlling and discriminatory which don’t require this.

And, I don’t think it serves his daughter’s best interests.

I’ve never said a word to his daughter ever. But a lot of that is very intentional, like, when she shows up I just avoid my ass off. I’m frankly extremely relieved she’s off to college, because I felt like when she was a “child” it was the ultimate tool of leverage for someone like David. What if a “teenage girl” says you were “yelling” or some ridiculous s*** like that? It plays perfectly to the malicious narrative already pushed about you but opens it up to the “child safety regime.” I think a healthy community is one where you’re encouraged to actually trust your neighbor, not be a gossipy petty little b*** like David, and so that’s something that I think is unfortunate, the divisiveness of David’s approach to me, pre-loading my narrative as The Bogeyman and not allowing for the child the opportunity to see the massive holes in David’s intentionally overly simplistic portrayals.

In any event, in this video David is the guardian not of his own “child” (remember she is 19 years old), but his girlfriend’s children (also about the same age). I think that’s what compelled me to finally document something, that this dude is now electing himself the protector of other people’s kids and I think what I hate most about this is that it serves his own interests - narrative control.

What people like David are actually doing, and it’s so obvious, is precluding positive contact. He feeds this narrative to everyone in his orbit to prejudice them against me, then presents himself as “protector” and generally advises not engaging in conversation with me, as it would likely prove him to be full of shit, not me to be “aggressive.” This is in service of his own ego and perhaps an overprotective / irrational connection to the women in his life.

David proudly boasts that he is “Antifa” and kind of goes about promoting this very “anti-government” front yet everything in his direct actions suggest that of a good old establishmentarian fascist, he plays in that space of heroes (apparently him) and villains (me), good vs bad, and has an obsession with protecting people and property against things that are not real and/or claims borne of personal spite and not legitimate safety rationales.

Anytime I do get a word in with David the story is the same: “dude, I’m your biggest supporter. Everybody else around here says you’re crazy!” And this is total BS, these are the tales David has intentionally deliberately pushed and amplified about me and nothing in his conduct toward me over the years has been anything other than oppressive and suppressive of anything even resembling my actual truth.

Not exciting video, but try to imagine seeing this everytime you and your neighbor’s kids are in the same plane of sight for half a decade - it’s an act of such flagrant discrimination under such false pretenses. It’s hard not to be pissed off at it frankly and it’s wonder I don’t YELL more, always having to keep cool lest I get shot with his shotgun.

Another thing David brings up repeatedly is that “people don’t like being filmed” and I believe has attempted to promote a rumor about “filming children” (not even sure what this reflects other than his own pre-determined self-styled identity as their Protector). And I’ve heard this parroted by so many security guards, the same ones who literally would not even be filmable in the first place if not for their massive, and I mean absolutely massive, arsenal of fixed cameras tipping them off to my presence and summoning them to my location via biometric or device-based alerts.

So David, I AGREE. PEOPLE DON’T LIKE BEING FILMED.

Back to David’s obsession with the “Antifa” identity and his proud boasting of going to all the Proud Boys rallies to “counter-protest” (for the record I have always found such populist nonsense to be just that, an ameteur WWE match that does nothing to advance a cause, it’s why I build this site instead) … one thing I found interesting was the detail in this Jeremy Christian article, where it turns out that ultimately the trigger for his double-homicide was the filming of his actions. And if you look at my own Videos page, you can see that the watchers go to great lengths to punish “sousveillance,” despite having so so so so many more cameras and all of them armed with such powerful technology, which not only help summon them to the real-time location of the very kinds of activists David pretends to be (which I actually am), but normalize and even heroicize this stalking - to put it in context, one of the very things that triggers an AI video analytics security alert is, sadly and hypocritically, taking a camera out and taking pictures when under the gaze involuntarily of their cameras which are 1 billion times more powerful than my Vivitar Dumb Camera that they have deemed such a threat —— to … power?? Dominion?? Imperialism?? Just think on that one a while … not a gun, not a knife (well, I do trigger security alerts with knives as well, you should have seen what happened to me at the Jamaica Reggae Marathon when I tried to go get my finisher Coconut which was being hand-chopped by dudes with big machetes) … a camera, caught on camera, which summons people with cameras to punish the guy who took out a camera.

All of these utterly petty bickering matches with David transpire, ironically, in view of several of my across-the-street neighbor, Robert’s, multiple Ring Cameras which all aim at my front porch and driveway and feed directly into Real Time Crime Centers. The same Robert who, when I returned from the Merida Marathon in Jan 2024, warned against all the “looters” taking over our local Fred Meyer store during a snow storm / power outage. I went to Freddy’s multiple times that week and always found like 2 people in the parking lot and very bored-looking staff and 0 people running out with TVs. Unlike David, Robert and his Baby Mama, who could play Right Tackle for an NFL team and has the personality of Tucker Carlson, regularly call 911 on me for innocuous nonsense, seem very paranoid about my presence when in a line of sight to their cameras, and not surprisingly pump a narrative where I’m “paranoid” and they are victims of a purported threat I pose when in a line of sight to their Ring camera.

Epilogue - to this day, when David’s daughter is coming over (he only has sometimes-custody) I generally already know in advance, because there are suddenly these creepy rounds of slow-flying cessnas all over my property. No joke.

Back to David the Rebel, Mr. “Antifa” who claims to reject the status quo and the many benefits of being part of the established order he 100% basks in … one redeeming quality of his is he cooks/delivers meals for the homeless on Fridays. Good on you, Dave! That said, I have to question how much it costs to run those little Cessnas over the property every other week, and whether the opportunity cost of that could easily feed David’s homeless friends every day for rest of their lives.

Side note, every time I’ve updated this post, or mentioned David’s name in a private email to my family, there follows a period of 2-3 days where “delivery drivers” post up and guard his house as he’s entering and exiting, no BS. They are not delivering packages, they just sit there in front of his property, or increasingly, mine, “taking a break.”

David and apparently his peers and friends who agree with him in this neighborhood hinge their paranoia and persecution on literally one thing - I’ve heard you “yelling” off your back porch. Just today, I made a point to David that the very tone in which he and I were talking is how I’m always speaking when accused of “yelling.” I then made a point to YELL to show him the difference, opting arbitrarily for the word “SPAGHETTI!” to show him the difference.

It was a very different tone than any I have ever used at any time here in this neighborhood. He chuckled, the idea being “that’s yelling, I get it,” but without acknowledging that he’s never heard that before from me. What these people overhear from my property are instances of me dissing them in earshot, and they conflate that with “yelling” so as not to quote verbatim what is actually being said, which is legit and deserved criticism.

There is one time where I knowingly, consciously YELLED! Right after getting back from the SF Marathon, and I speak about this shitshow and what has followed it at length at my “Fake Mental Illness” page. I had been back less than 24 hours when some loser had called 911 on me for similar BS, this whole “You are threatening me! Your ‘attack dog’ makes me feel fear” while just sitting there not acting afraid or threatened at all, and we all know by now Brody was not an attack dog but rather, like his human companion, an attacked dog over and over again in his life.

So that’s a super important piece to really look at when dealing with suburban people - these allegations are so purely political. They’ll either make up something you did not do and say you did - or they’ll take something that happened, once, and with context, with a valid reason, 2 years back, 3 years back, 6 years back - and present it as “I’ve seen you ‘being aggressive and there were two witnesses’” and this will be some low-level dispute, some “leave me the f*** alone b***” episode where I was already being ganged up on, and the gang corroborates that not only were they the victims, but that these little one-offs are in fact this ubiquitous pattern, that this is just Who I Am and there is no other way to explain it away.

Like I’ve said previously, sad, pathetic, White As Fuck behaviors, and I think uniquely American behaviors. One thing that’s hard to show in this video that is perhaps more indicative of how ridiculous this place is … this IS one of the major issues, me just sitting there talking, challenging them in a low-key way …. THIS very video is the kind of thing that can and has easily been misconstrued as “aggression” and “yelling” if I’m not holding the camera. And then it starts to make sense why I’m being followed by armed cops when I go to like inner city Oakland and Chicago. We aren’t living in parallel worlds, most Normal People in Real Cities can’t even fathom the frivolity and pettiness of these people, the extreme passive aggressive discrimination of suburban white Oregonians, they are being prepped to defend against the Worst of the Worst, the kind of person who could reach over the counter and attack some random ass retail employee at any moment … again based on their consensus in which isolated incidents, with context, are construed as patterns of aggression, and where literal tangible examples of instability (threatening to shoot me with guns that are known to be in the home and loaded) are forgotten and minimized.

In short, this is not a real life, this is not living, these peoples’ “safety” and the pedestal they put themselves / it on are sickening, and they are clear examples of how “lawful but awful” dominates America today and not one of us is the better for it (except possibly those guilty of making death threats and or stalking other people).

Oh my God totally forgot … until this Luigi Macaroni story broke in mainstream news. When I initially posted this I subsequently visited the Oregon Espiscopal School website to capture David’s bio and drop a link to it here. What’s wrong with that? Particularly knowing how much more intimately and frighteningly and real-time I’m identified and located at not only my place of work but truly anywhere I go ever.

Within 24 hours of my simply LANDING on David’s OES bio page from my home router / laptop / IP address, it was removed. I have a hard time believing that is even possible according to a world which calls me “paranoid” and “delusional” if my every digital move is not ALREADY being very closely, basically real-time monitored.

I bring up Luigi because that’s now the messaging coming from the White American Establishment, that people of power and privilege need to delist these public bios to “protect themselves” from maniacs like Luigi (and as I already know my future tense profile to be, Joe Leineweber’s of the world).

This is disingenuous, sad, and pathetic. The reason for THEIR paranoia is that they know what they’ve done to others and how they’ve done it, they know how easily the simple inclusion of face and work building can lead someone, or some agency, with the right tools, to locate them and do … whatever they want I guess. And they know this because these are the tools of surveillance - weapons by any other name - they’ve turned on me for literally 10 years of my life, and as always, in the name of “their protection.” This was not only a great glimpse for me into the reality of who certain people and certain institutions really are versus how and what they portray themselves to be publicly, but the lengths they’ll take to evade any culpability for past patterns of transgressions against their targets I mean threats ahem.

Put another way, I’m just flat-out jealous haha. I WISH I got even 1% of the protection David got. Consider what it’s like to have “racist violent maniac” articles about you splattered all over the internet. Do you not thing I’m in DANGER constantly because of this? Nobody sees me that way, the power of the institutions which have built my Pariah Brand are just that strong. I compare that to what I witnessed here, the “better safe than sorry” effort to de-doxx nearly instantly anything that might simply link from me to this dude’s work, which is SO SO SO trivial and benign compared to the apparent “danger” my life is in everywhere I go thanks to disinformation the complicit justice system / mainstream media will never relinquish their perverse and corruptly attained grip on.

And that’s to say nothing of the way this disinformation is also quietly “shared” with both the guys I reference here starting the day I moved in by these very same institutions.

In some small way I feel bad making David the poster child for all of this, he’s not necessarily the guy who keeps me up at night in real fear, merely an instrument who suppresses my free will by my knowledge of how often and where I’ll suddenly see him “randomly” pop up in my life if my tracked vehicular/pedestrian movements take me too close to Oregon Espiscopal School too often. This is in contrast to The Fields Station for example. But maybe that’s the point, that there have been zero instances in which I’ve been in close constant proximity as a neighbor to a “heavily advantaged protector syndrome guy,” whether Legitimately Batshit Crazy Ex-Army Stolen Glory Conservative Jake in Rural America or Overprotective Gun-Collecting “Liberal” David in Suburban America, where it worked out well for me, there was literally not a single day in those situations that did not in some overt or subtle way subjugate me and affect my decisions about where I was going to go physically, when I would go somewhere, or what I was going to do or what level of discrimination I was going to swallow down on a given day, and the aggregate of it all has led me to some very negative coping mechanisms due to feeling trapped underneath it … all in the name and service of “protecting the (enter dragnet demographic term here)s.” People observing and judging me from outside have judged this “anxiety” yet it’s anything but. Anxiety is the moments before a big speech, day before a marathon, Finals Week, getting pulled over, the unknown short-term future. What I feel constantly does not naturally elevate my heartrate and respiration, because it is not anxiety - it is dread. Dread is simply knowing exactly what’s going to happen, where it’s going to happen, why it happened, how you’ll be framed as the rationale for why it needs to happen, and punished for daring suggest any injustice in any of it. Dread is kind of this “damned if I do damned if I don’t” attitude, that even if I don’t consent to it all of my neighbors have a legal right to apparently pull up and guard property and people when I’m near, so long as it can’t be proven how they identified that I was there at that time, or that the basis for my threat-mongering is a massive systemically enhanced scheme that scaffolds lies upon lies upon lies and diagnoses anything that dares disagree.

If there is any common thread uniting David from OES and Jake from Fields, other than what I’ve already said, it’s that in my opinion neither identified me as a “threat” by way of his own judgment or intuition; rather, I was identified as such by a third party seen as credible whom both trusted too much.